There were a few tears when I woke up about 4 a.m. this morning after a restless night.
Instead of thinking of his death, I want to think of his life. This picture shows that smile that made me love him. And yes, the inappropriate picture to prove that he did know how to use an outhouse.
Now if I could just remember his jokes– although most of them are inappropriate as well. He liked to get me with this one.
If you call a guy who works in the matshop a matman,
What do you call a woman who works in a matshop?
(Matshop means maintenance shop btw)
So yea, I miss the easy laughs and just lying my head on his shoulders with his arms around me. I never thought I’d say that I miss his jokes.